spring in england: baking, books & being twenty something is hard

Missed you! A cosy spring vlog at home, baking scones, gardening, book updates, broccoli pasta recipe, countryside walks and finding my 20s hard.

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Broccoli Pasta Recipe/Method (in Georgie’s words):
– boil Brocolli in a large pan of water
– ⁠chop and fry lots of garlic and fresh chilli in olive oil, be careful not to overcook and put to one side
– ⁠once Brocolli is quite soft, take out from the pan of water and place on chopping board, season with salt and chilli flakes and chop finely
– ⁠in the same pan of boiling water that you cooked the Brocolli in add the wholewheat Spagetti and cook until very Al dente (not quite cooked and still a bit firm)
– ⁠before draining pasta take a mug of pasta water out and add a veggie stock cube to it
– ⁠add al dente pasta to the chilli and garlic and olive oil, along with the Brocolli and spinach, add stock water, season to taste and cook until water absorbed and pasta cooked. I also sometimes add a squeeze of fresh lemon.
– ⁠add cheese to pasta and mix before serving, with extra cheese and chickpeas on top if you want them

Scone Recipe:
350g self-raising flour
1 tsp baking powder
85g vegan butter cut into cubes
3 tbsp sugar
175ml plant based milk
1 tsp vanilla extract
squeeze lemon juice
pb milk to glaze
jam and clotted cream to serve

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[Music] a [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] good morning it has been a little while I actually feel like I really haven’t spoken to you or properly caught up with you in a really really long time and can I just be really honest for a second all of my close friends that have been through longdistance relationships and things like that everybody warned me that it gets worse after that first trip to see them like how hard it is definitely gets worse and although I’ve been told that a thousand times and I was obviously anticipating it you have to kind of go through it to really understand how it feels and why it feels that way when I got back from Thailand it took me longer than I expected like a lot longer than I expected to just feel back to myself I had the worst PMS like raging PMS for like a week when I got back which is probably the worst possible week to get bad PMS when you’re already emotional as it is so that was a lot and then I just think honestly a combination of all of that and feeling really overwhelmed with just the amount of things I had to catch up on from being away for 3 weeks it just sent me into a just a spiral of honestly just self-doubt genuinely just questioning my whole life you know when people say that do you know what it is I feel like this is part of a bigger conversation and I’ll just try and do it in brief for now cuz maybe we’ll talk about this at some later date but I feel like I’m at a point in my life that’s like a real in between phase where I still feel on one hand young and like I’ve got loads left that I want to do in life and lots of countries that I want to see and loads of fun Carefree stuff that I want to do and I’m still in my 20s and I know that’s super young but on the other hand I feel so ready for I guess like the next phase of my life of like family life almost and I feel like honestly I’ve been ready for that for a while not even that I want to have children tomorrow or anything orth that probably would if I could um but it’s not even so much that it’s just that I feel this real sense of wanting to build like the family life and the family home that I’ve always dreamed of if that Mak sense because we always knew when we bought this house this was very temporary like this is not going to be I love that house and I feel so safe and so lucky to have this house and I just it’s my happy space it really is but I also just know that it’s not our like forever home for want of a better word cuz I know you know you can never really know that a home will be forever but I don’t know I just feel like I just have this overwhelming feeling that I just want to have it all figured out like right now not just in the house but in the place that we’re going to live and I just think maybe it’s come from there being so much uncertainty in so much change recently obviously with my fiance suddenly moving out of our home that we’ve been in well not this home but we’ve lived together for 4 and a half years now him being on the other side of the world also with football there is just never ending never ending uncertainty will basically have uncertainty in our lives until he retires and he’s still a good time away from retiring and that stresses me out anyway I could honestly stand here and talk about everything that I’ve been feeling all day and maybe it’s over Shar I don’t know it’s just the truth of how I’ve been feeling and I don’t feel like are we the only person in my sort of like late 20s that feels this way but I don’t know I don’t know I’m just trying to reframe it in my mind and just think how lucky am I to have such an incredible life right now and be so fortunate and get to do all this traveling and have such a beautiful home while still at the same time having this overwhelming feeling that the best has yet to come but yeah that’s how I kind of calm my mind and these are all the things I write in my journal and just try to remind myself you know but anyway in a nutshell not really a nutshell I actually talked for ages then but that’s pretty much like where I’ve been and how I’ve been feeling and everything but I am feeling a lot more like myself now I just thought I’d Vlog for a couple of days this week kind of catch you up on any changes there have been around the house any new bits and pieces I’ve got I’m going to do a bit of gardening this week which I’m so excited about um what else I’m getting lip blush this week so if you don’t know what lip blush is I’ll explain that later but it’s like semi-permanent lipstick sort of um but I’ll take you to the appointment and I’ll talk about it then we’ve got books to talk about we’ve got dog walks to do um it is sunny today it’s feeling like spring and yeah I’m feeling really happy so let’s get into the day good morning hi look how cute you are look how cute you are right let’s get ourselves dressed for the day rue and I both need a haircut we’re both very overdue my hair I just need the ends taken off I don’t think I’m going to do too much um whereas Rue has grown a full Lion’s man we’re definitely both in need of a bit of a haircut I tried the other day to sort of have a mini clear out in here or not really CLE well I did actually just get it feeling a little bit more ready for spring I mean there’s still a lot of black going on behind me and also this whole cup over here I emptied because I need to adjust the shelves do you want to get down baby um so that I can actually fit my hand handbags a lot of my handbags are obviously bigger and I didn’t really think about that like I’ve got another one behind here but I didn’t really think about that when I put those shelves in they are all very close together and I can’t fit my bags so my bags are currently just down here um so I need to do something with that but anyway I did actually sort it out a little bit for spring also this is a side note but I’ve just seen it and got distracted how cute is my new makeup bag I got this the other day and it’s so cute it’s pink on the inside and it’s got a h on it and then I also got one of these flatlay makeup brush cases because I am just sick of my whole makeup bag getting filthy when actually it’s just my brushes and I thought if I keep them in here then I can just wash this put it through the wash because I’m pretty sure you can put them through the wash um and this will always stay clean yeah I’m so please like look how cute I just randomly um saw it and just thought I have to have that but if I can find them online I’ll link both of these on my ltk I literally link everything that I wear talk about buy just everything on my ltk like my pajamas that I’m wearing on I think they’re already linked on ltk and everything’s on that talking of newness in my wardrobe I actually came home from Thailand to a really gorgeous delivery of just some really kind of simple versatile investment pieces and I did a big try on the other day so I’m just going to pop that in here starting with these pie pieces that I’ve hung up here so all of these pieces here are from Lily silk who are very kindly sponsoring this part of the video if you are not familiar with Lily silk they essentially just create gorgeous luxury investment pieces but at a much more affordable price point so the pieces that I picked up here I’ve really tried to go for things that I know I’m going to wear time and time again that are really versatile that you can kind of mix and match and I know that these pieces also going to go with so many other things in my wardrobe and that’s what I now look for when I shop I definitely um over the days of like following Trends or buying things that number one don’t make me feel good when I wear them but number two that are a problem to solve like there’s nothing I just dislike more than coming to my wardrobe and having to try and figure out how to wear something or what goes with what so yeah simple staple pieces I feel like are the way forward and Lily silk create everything from these gorgeous silk shirts to knitwear even to pajamas and bedding they’re also committed to being zero waste and they only use premium grade natural Fabrics so let me show you the pieces that I picked out I think I’m going to try this on first because I’ve been dying to try this on I’ve been waiting to do it with you but you can already tell that’s going to be gorgeous so let me get this outfit on these trousers have got such a gorgeous fit to them but at the back they have this sort of stretchy elastic waistband which means they are so comfortable and the shirt just has the most gorgeous details just to show you the details up close and the Fabrics this shirt is made from mury silk which apart from looking gorgeous and super premium it’s also very very breathable and it’s great for your hair and your skin because it doesn’t dry out your skin or your hair which is amazing also thought I’d try the trousers on with this gorgeous little striped jumper I feel like nothing quite says spring like a Navy stripe on a cream jumper this is a really nice way just to kind of dress down the trousers I think these trousers are so versatile um and this jumper is the softest thing again if I try and show you the fabric it is the softest most stretchy just most comfortable jumper I know that this would go really nicely with just of her blue jeans as well and then finally I picked up this Old Navy look with this gold button detailing again with these two pieces I think the word versatile just really sums them both up I just know that these trousers would go with so many different tops compare them with either of the two tops that I’ve shown you so far or almost everything in my wardrobe I feel like they would go with these are the little gold button details and then this is in sort of a bit of a heavier knit so it will give us the warmth that we need for our cooler summer evenings and then the trousers are made from that same breathable mury soap so that’s everything that I picked out I’m so happy with all of it I just know that I’m going to get so much R out of it all so I do actually have a code for 20% off sitewide which is ha20 and I will leave all of the links and everything you might need to go and Shop in the description so let’s choose an outfit for today I did a bit of shopping at Ralph the other day including the jumper that I have worn to death already would have just been wearing this actually when I tried on the Lily silk bits the other day um but I have got some other bits that I’ve not taken out the bag yet because I need to do the try on session and decide if I’m definitely keeping them all this one I am definitely keeping because I just think this is like a classic everyone needs a shirt like this in their wardrobe you know what I love about brand like RAF Lauren is it was popular when I was really young I remember all of my friends moms would wear it and then also everyone at school it was so cool if you had something wear Floren and I just think it’s Timeless this is what I’m going to wear today I’m pretty sure like I am sorry but that is so gorgeous I love the little blue um logo I just love this I’m going to wear this today but the one I wasn’t sure about was this sweatshirt although I think I am sure it’s such a gorgeous bright cheerful color just not normally a color girl I spoke about this a while ago and I just feel feel like I’m going to really stop putting myself into boxes just in life in general but also you know when I say things like I’m not a color girl I don’t get that because I love this I saw this and instantly love this so I am a color girl and I’m going to let myself be one so this is staying so in fact we are keeping everything but I’m going to wear this today because I mean this is just gorgeous so I’m going to get dressed okay this is the outfit for today what I will pre-warn you of though is Raf and sizing is pretty wild like some of the things I bought were an extra small and then this is a large so depending on how you like things to fit I think you really don’t know what you’re going to get in ra flen I just popped it on with my dish jeans which actually could really use a bit of an iron I’m ashamed to say that am I going to admit this I have actually not owned an iron since we moved to this house I’ve just been making do with my steamery steamer but it’s just it’s really not cutting it I’ve got linen dresses behind me if that white linen dress behind me the steamer just doesn’t work on Fabrics like that so I’m actually going to invest in an iring board which I feel like at my big age should have probably been done before now um but yeah these jeans are actually really really creased anyway that’s the outfit for today I feel like let’s go do some baking okay we’re making scon we’re going to use my mom’s recipe this is so simple to make I’m pretty sure it’s all just mixed in one bowl is that right and um this is everything that you need so we’ve got self-raising flour we have just any plant-based milk sugar I am doing a mix of raisins and cranberries which I don’t know if you can see but they’re down here I’ve just measured them out um baking powder um vanilla extract and some oil and I think that’s everything that you need and then just some little Cutters to actually make the scon um and I think that’s it do we just put all of the dry stuff in for first and then the wet stuff mix it done y okay let’s do this [Music] [Music] the milk [Music] [Music] do [Music] they smell yummy did they so yummy [Music] [Applause] [Music] the scans are out of the oven and we’ve got some jam and some plant-based cream to go with them but we’re just doing the annoying bit now of waiting for them to cool down aren’t we girls okay they’ve cooled down so I am going to put some jam and cream and TR one I have got the only Jam that counts the one with these legs if you know you know this one is the strawberry just standard strawberry but I also like the wild strawberry one of these are really good um and then I’ve got some whipping cream which I actually need to whip this is by the coconut clab and it’s plant-based really want to try some of this that is so good oh [Music] [Music] M oh my God yeah so delicious M okay let’s talk about books cuz I feel like we haven’t talked about books for a while and it used to be a very regular regular feature we would talk about books almost every week and honestly that’s because for a while there I really fell out of the habit of reading I feel like reading is such a habit and it’s one of those where if you do get out of it it’s you know it takes a minute to get back into it but we are back I read a book book and a half while I was in Thailand on your recommendation actually because I asked on Instagram for some recommendations and I could not ignore the overwhelming majority saying readed a court of thorns and Roses honestly I had hundreds of messages and I have to say fantasy not my thing absolutely not my thing like I’ve never read it before other than maybe like Harry Potter but I feel like everyone makes an exception but I’m not a Twilight girl I’m not a Hunger Games girl I don’t care for the movies I don’t care for the books like I’m not a fantasy girl so it really took a lot of convincing for me to actually bite the bullet and get these books the other elephant in the room that I’d like to address is that I do now have a Kindle it’s actually my sister’s old Kindle um and it’s pretty beaten up around the edges and I can see why I do totally get the advantages I do get what people like about them however I just can’t part with the romance of actually reading a real book I also love that people have read books for hundreds and hundreds of years and it’s one of the few things that we don’t have to do on a screen and I love that and I also always get my books secondhand as we always talk about so I love the fact that those books have had a previous life and I love my bookshelf looking at my bookshelf makes me happy so long story short I’m not a Kindle convert I just use the Kindle um and I probably will continue to use the Kindle for traveling because I feel like sometimes it’s annoying having to take take multiple books and you don’t know how many you’re going to actually read so it is useful for that anyway let’s talk about the actual books so I have obviously finished a court of thorns and Roses because I’m now on to a court of mist and fury I don’t know where to start with this I actually really really thoroughly enjoyed the first book I think it was quite refreshing to read something so different to anything that I’ve ever really read before I enjoyed learning about this whole new world and I think it’s really good for your imagination to have to like picture those things and I really really did enjoy book one and I actually just whizzed through book one so much so that I was like frantically trying to get on the Wi-Fi to download the second book um because everyone said the second book is better than the first book that’s not my experience so far I really hate to say it but I’ve got like halfway through this book and I am finding myself not wanting to pick it up I feel like I’m getting bored and I’m so sorry to any of you that that offends because I know people are very very passionate about this series of books but I just have to tell you where I’m currently at with it and that is that I’m finding it a little bit tedious so yeah I might get to the end of this because I will finish one thing about me is I will finish a book I don’t know whether I agree with that mentality or not because life is short but also you should see things through I don’t know where I stand but I can’t not finish a book something about it just I can’t do it um so I will finish it and maybe I’ll feel differently but I will be honest if I get to the end of the book and I don’t love it I probably won’t be reading the third book but I know you’re probably going to convince me otherwise maybe it gets better in the second half of the second book I don’t know someone convinced me that it’s all going to be so worth it because I’m struggling to pick this up at the moment I also have been watching Yellowstone oh my goodness if you’ve not watched Yellowstone get on Amazon Prime get the Paramount add-on and start Yellowstone it is so good can’t stop watching it which I feel like has kind of taken away from this I’m ashamed to say um cuz I’m normally a books over TV kind of girl but Yellowstone is really really good I’m going to keep going with this but I would actually love to hear your thoughts if you’ve read any of them all of them do I persevere or if I’m not enjoying it by halfway through book two is it just not for me I don’t know I’d love to know your thoughts on [Music] that hi rby [Music] R there she [Music] hey I’ve got some really gorgeous bits of PR just to unbox and sort through so I thought we’ do that together quickly I never really know whether this is interesting or not interesting but it’s only other from brands that I really really love because he basically can accept PR or not accept PR from Brands and I hate being wasteful so I only accept from brands that I know I love so hopefully that makes it slightly more interesting because they’re products that I truly do love so let’s go throw it [Music] together oh I’m excited about this one my sister uses these Tan luux tanning drops I used to use them years ago and every time I see my sister I wonder why I ever stopped because her tan just looks Flawless and I’ve never tried their gradual tan honestly probably my favorite hair brand ever dry heat protection spray bright blonde Radiance and repair treatment also these products just look so good in your bathroom thickening spray which I feel like I could always use okay this is a really exciting one because I think these are some of my first Bridal pieces from a gorgeous brand Elizabeth Scarlet so let’s have a look that is so so fun how beautiful and then this gorgeous little pouch to put all the bits I’m going to need I feel like this would make the nicest work for gas to sign and write a message in on the actual wedding [Music] day I forgot that I opened this the other day to give my friend this one these are so gorgeous they are the classic jezy lip oil but they are in all these different colors my friend took this um orangey because it just suited her skin tone so much and then there’s like a ready kind of color the colors are much more subtle than you think and then there’s this pink which I know I’ll use all the time I might get that out in a second actually also I have to show you this gorgeous shirt from Leons lons someone tell me how I should pronounce that um they also sent me a pair of jeans but the minute they arrived I wore them and they’re now on the wash because I love them so much so I’ll show them to you whenever I next have them on but I love this I think it’s so nice I even love the buttons look how nice these buttons are playing a very dangerous game with red wine in the bedroom an entirely cream bedroom but when it’s Friday night and you are an Engaged woman who lives on her own you’ve got to get your thrs from somewhere you know um but I’ve just been sat up here enjoying a glass of red wine and reading a bit more of my book but I’m about to go downstairs and I’m cooking dinner for my parents this evening and I’m going to make a recipe that actually one of my really really good friends gave to me me because she came to stay with me a few weeks ago and we just had the most gorgeous like girly weekend she’s called Georgie and I’ve known her since I was maybe 12 13 Secondary School whatever that is um and my friend Grace came around I’ve known Grace since I was two Grace and I grew up together we went to the same play school and then the same primary school and then the same secondary school and have just been in like Constant Contact the whole way through which is so nice it’s so lovely to have friends that you’ve really known your entire life um but anyway that’s besides the point we all had dinner together at mine and we just had like a bottle of wine and Georgie cooked this broccoli pasta and it was delicious it was so so good there were clean plates all around we honestly ate every single thing it was so good um so she text me the recipe I honestly think I’ll just copy and paste this into description and we can all use Georgie’s word for word recipe um it’s so delicious we actually had such a lovely evening like I said we all grw up together and really when I look back on it now we had such like a picturesque dreamy childhood we were all very very lucky When We Were Young because we obviously grew up in the cart worlds in the countryside and Grace and I actually used to live um she grew up on a farm and we used to live in the village across and the two Villages were called hicut boys and hicut bartrim they were kind of I mean I don’t know what the connection is but they were literally two or three Fields away from each other and there was a footpath that went from pretty much my back garden growing up to Grace’s Farm um so we just used to you know like text you did we have phones back then I don’t know maybe no we honestly didn’t have phones we would call on our landlines and either our parents would arrange it or we just ask to speak to each other I remember this really clearly now and we would just meet in the middle and then on Grace’s Farm she had a strawberry picking um bit to her farm so we just used to honestly spend all of our like summer evenings and weekends as children just eating all the strawberries from her strawy picking Fields um her dad used to do a maze so we would always go in the Maze as well and when it was Ling season we would bottle feed the Lambs and I remember once she had a lamb that they brought into the house to keep warm by the ARA um and yeah we we were really lucky looking back on it like really really fortunate and that’s the kind of childhood I would love to give my children because I just think nothing beats an outdoor um childhood and also Grace’s backu used to border on to if you’ve ever been to the hiut gardens it’s a National Trust Grace’s Back Garden used to like go out into the garden so she almost had like a Secret Gate that led into The National Trust so I just remember as children um going through that gate when the National Trust was closed and we just had the run it’s it actually sounds like it’s out of a movie because we just had the run of the whole beautiful beautiful National Trust Gardens in the evenings and things so yeah it was pretty a delic and funnily enough Georgie and I when we were teenagers we also ended up living in villages right across from each other Georgie lived in a village called todam and we lived in a village called great Wilford and it was just one really small Country Road between the two Villages probably a mile at most um so yeah just it’s a if you grow up in the CWS I feel like you know what it’s like and it’s a unique unique thing but yeah we’re very very lucky anyway I’m going to go downstairs and make this broccoli pasta now and like I said recipe in description I will show you bits and pieces but I feel like we’ve done quite a bit of cooking today with the scon so I won’t show you every single step CU I don’t want anyone to get sick of seeing me in the kitchen um so yeah let’s go do this you’ll have to excuse the dishwasher cuz I’ve just popped it on but this is roughly what you need or what I’m using anyway um minus seasoning because that will be in the recipe in the description anyway um but I’ve chopped up some fennel just roughly lots and lots and lots of garlic this is a fresh chili chopped up I’ve got spinach that I’m going to throw in I have already seasoned my chickpeas I did this earlier these are just seasoned with um celery salt pepper garlic powder and it’s all fried off in olive oil and then this is the pasta that I’m going to use tonight I got this from home sense home sense has the best pasta and then in the sink just washing is all of the broccoli you need lots of broccoli this is pretty much a whole broccoli memory I put my money down my NE [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Music] [Music] he [Music] St [Applause] [Music] okay so since it’s turned out to be a pretty rainy day I thought that this afternoon we could maybe go and do a bit of home shopping I just think there’s something about spring that just makes me want to be all about the house and the garden particularly the garden I am so excited for some hopefully sunnier days so that I can get stuck into the garden cuz I’ve got so many plans for the garden I really just want the garden to have a very sort of like country cottage um Wild Flower sort of vibe to it and there’s a place I’ve wanted to go it’s a Neptune outlet and it’s in Yorkshire so it’s about an hour’s drive from here um um and I’ve been wanting to go for the longest longest time but I feel like because it is just that little bit further um I just have never seemed to find the right time but I thought a rainy rainy afternoon was the perfect time to head over there because I feel like it’ll hopefully be quite quiet on the roads and quite quiet in the store so of course I’m taking my mom with me because mom would never miss out on a shopping trip of any kind so I’m about to head over and pick her up now um and then we’re going to do a bit of home shopping anyway let’s go and get Mom [Music] I absolutely love this I feel like this would really warm up any room that it’s in [Music] we’ve just seen that they stocked Alford products here and they have all the um Vine tomato products for the kitchen [Music] [Music] [Music] okay it’s been a couple of hours because when I got my lips done she put numbing cream on my lips and when I tell you I had no feeling just no feeling at all in any of my lips I could barely talk I couldn’t drink I have to drink through a straw for a few days and I could hardly do that um but this is my lips a few things I can’t remember whether I said this before I went into the appointment or not but basically this is nothing like the color that my lips will be so they’re obviously very very red so no one be alarmed this is not the color at all basically all we can see at the moment is the shape that there’ll be which I am so happy with honestly could not be happier it’s perfect it’s exactly my lip line she did all of the drawings around my lips to make sure that my natural lips are symmetrical and that there were no like sort of Corrections to make apparently I have very symmetrical lips which is a surprise to me cuz I don’t really have a symmetrical face um but yeah we didn’t change the border of my lips at all I don’t even know if you can do that they are very sore at the moment they were also huge like so swollen that’s gone down now I’m honestly so so happy with them and it didn’t hurt at all because when I say I had no feeling I couldn’t even feel the vibrations I could feel nothing the sort of tattoo gun that she uses is so gentle that it didn’t even break through her latex gloves because it really doesn’t go deep it’s not like getting a tattoo it really doesn’t go deep under the skin which is why it’s only semi-permanent it only lasts for I think around two years but obviously it differs um but yeah I am so so happy with them so I thought this afternoon it’s actually kind of Sunny it’s very much sun and Cloud so I thought we’d go out into the garden I’d show you a few of the plans for the garden we also need to go to the garden center and actually get the rest of the plants to sort of fill my borders and all of that stuff but anyway let’s go I just wanted to show you my lips we just doing some modeling of this part of the garden for us hello gorgeous oh you’re so pretty aren’t you you’re going to show everyone oh a tour of the garden one thing we’re quite lucky with in this Garden is there were one two three four very well established really pretty trees already here um five of you include this white flower tree here this is kind of a key area of focus this is what we really need to do something with otherwise this is quite pretty down here with the big trees and everything it’s just this that we need to think about so Mom and I are just going to come outside and plant those few plants that I just showed you doing the front garden at the same time as well but the front garden is pretty tricky to show you just for like privacy and things like that oh you don’t want me to hold your hand don’t pull your hand away from mommy you just want to be left in peace to sunbathe oh bless you oh dear we are going to the garden center [Music] [Applause] like [Music] [Music] I’ve just gotten to bed I’ve got Yellowstone loaded up on my computer I’m on season 3 now I think episode I don’t know but roughly halfway through season 3 I am loving it I just realized this I got my makeup on although my lips this is not makeup this is my lip blush um it’s G down a lot but it’s still a lot darker than it will be it will get paler than this but I’m so happy with them isn’t that wild that I don’t have makeup on my lips and this is what they look like anyway I am so so tired I definitely need to go got my makeup off and head to bed so I’m going to leave this week’s video here I know it’s only ended up being a couple of days but I just feel like this week I really just needed to you know get back into the swing of things and next week will be more just you know a regular full weekly Vlog um I think anyway but also I always want to hear from you like what you’d like to see and if there’s any specific content that you want to see but thank you so so much for being here thank you so much for your patience with me over the last few weeks I know been a bit Mia yeah I can’t wait to catch up next weekend I hope you have the best week ever um and I will see you next weekend [Music]