Hi everyone. I am 34M.
I have been living with clinical depression for a long time.
For years, I felt lazy, tired and empty. I was on medicines, and honestly, I did not feel like doing anything at all. Most days were just about surviving.
A few months ago, I randomly started gardening in my small balcony. Nothing big. Just a few pots, some soil and a lot of trial and error.
Slowly, something changed.
Every morning, I started checking my plants.
Watering them. Watching new leaves come out. Waiting… without rushing.
And one day, my petunia finally bloomed.
It may sound small to many people, but for me, that flower felt like my biggest achievement in years. I stood there quietly and felt proud of myself for the first time in a very long time.
Looking at those green leaves now makes my mind calm.
It gives me a reason to slow down.
It gives me something gentle to take care of.
I have started following gardening channels and posts recently, and today I just wanted to share my small hard work with all of you here.
This tiny balcony garden is slowly helping me heal🥰
by WrongdoerCharming417
5 Comments
Beautiful. Deadhead the petunias daily…they will be more bushy
What a glorious little piece of paradise you’ve created!
Beautiful. You’re doing a great job. ❤️
Excellent example of how nature is a powerful, unmatched healer. So glad for your recovery! Do post updates.
There’s solace to be found in gardening (and agriculture) when you can channel a diligent purpose to reachable goals.
I’m right there with you, man! (Also diagnosed with Clinical Depression). Hope the garden props up your mood and helps you get through the week.
It looks great!